Happy New Year!!! Yea... i know i'm late... I actually spent my new year sleep, like i have done every year since high school... I guess this year it kind of clicked to me. I dont want to go out, because i dont want anyone to see me... Im 23 and im missing out on some of the best years of my life because i dont want to be seen at 249 pounds.. well, 2011 is officially the year to end that. whether it be through lap band or not, this is the year for changes in my life... I dont want to be 45 and look back at my twenty's and say, it was void of anything... i want to be able to look back and say i enjoyed my life, i want to tell my kids one day that i was cool once! like my mom does me (whether they believe me or not is a different story)... point is, on the road that im on now, i wont get that... So its time for a serious change that isnt just about weight, its also about how i perceive myself and everything around me... So Wish me luck, and i wish you a truly Happy New Year...
Quote of the Day: "He who starts the road decides where it ends".. don't know who said it, but i read it in beautiful darkness... =)
